So, I now officially work for myself. A phrase I have worked so hard, and so dilligently for so long to be able to mutter...now a reality. That thought itself whole-heartedly blows my fucking mind. I cannot even express in words how great this accomplishment is for me. I took the leap. And God, life could not be better.
While I was meandering around the gym (4 days+counting) left...I had this psuedo revelation: my life has become relatively normal. Now, this is something that I have never felt before. All internal struggles have been quieted. I just spaced out and was like, "whoa, i'm actually happy." I have a man that I am mad for. I have a job that I love, and is relatively profitable. I am starting an empire. Closer than ever with my family. Relatively fit. Live in one of the most beautiful places in the world, around some of the most beautiful people. I have two legs, two arms, and two eyes. A good head on my shoulders and shoes on my feet.
After being in hell for so long...everything just came together without me even seeing it coming. When I reach the point where I just stop caring and stop looking...it all just hits me. My life is exactly how I want it to be. Weird.
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