Today has been really strange. Actually, this entire week has been really strange. Oh, October. I really love you. The cool wind makes LA feel like a real place.

I realize that I haven't written in quite a while--Its true. It is not that I haven't wanted to...Its more or less that I have had nothing to say. The past week has been really quite brutal for me. I have not been much fun. It seemed that life hit the doldrums. They happen--Its part of the ebb and flow. I have been working relentlessly, incessantly for what has seemed like nothing. This week has been really stressful for me. I ended Friday with somewhat of an emotional breakdown...Haven't had one of those in ages. Anyway, I found myself in this delirium of misery. I just found myself extremely lonely in conjunction with one of my worst weeks of work in ages.

I felt this separation from self. My soul was telling me that it needed a break--Some peace and quiet. So, I took the weekend off work and relaxed. It was just what the doctor ordered. As a result, I have had an absolutely beautiful weekend. Through a series of coincidence, I met my soul mate. He lives in my backyard. I make these false proclamations often...Being in love and such sorts. This time I would take it a step beyond...because its common knowledge that I fall in love with everyone. Think I found someone I would consider my equal...Both spiritually and physically...and it seems he lives in my backyard. Seriously, I couldn't have wrote a story better than this...That's how I know its true.