Not sure if its hormones that are making me absolutely nuts...But, goddamn. Today is one of those days. Just disgruntled with life in general. Need to evolve. Moving into action. Realized that everyone is totally insecure. Everyone is frail, weak and vulnerable at times. Hate to admit it but, I am as well. Got my feelings hurt pretty badly. I loathe this feeling of violated trust and warped sense of reality. Cognitive magnification at its best. Self-doubt over one human being is such a waste of time and energy that could be allocated to something forward-moving. Forgot how heavy it can be when you fall hard. At least this pain makes me feel uncomfortable, alive. How endearing it is to be human.