Stronger than I once thought. Over my neighbor, entirely. Had to re-program my thought process about him, and it worked. Learned you shouldn't date a mentally unstable psychopath. Think it was my karma for what I put Dan through. God, I was selfish.

Tried my best with this relationship. Therefore, I have nothing to regret and nothing to be sad about. The grieving process lasted about 2 days, not bad. Back to happy.

Lesson: Create something for yourself. Do not look outside yourself for happiness. Always try your best--And if your best isn't good enough, let it go. Everything is in your head. If you created an idea of love, you can destroy it. Get rid of anything that holds you back or isn't congruent to self--Its like a cancer. You have power over the choices you make--That includes how you feel about people. Take into account the reality of your situation. Only mutual beneficial relationships work--If you are giving more than you are giving, get out.

I really need to focus on myself, progressing, evolving and reaching my goals. This kid was a giant distraction. Glad I took the risk though--Don't regret anything I said or did. Onward Ho!