Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Friday, April 10, 2009
Composing an Ab
Starting an "About me" section. To be transcribed and scripted for my new venture. Stoked...but, what the eff should I say about myself? EEEEKKKKKKK!!!
I love life!
In the midst of filing taxes. As of right now, I am getting $1200 back. Buying my ticket to Peru with those funds. Eff yeah! :D
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Good Morning!
I woke up today at 7:30am. This is quite a feat for me. Though, laid back in bed to do some affirmations. It worked out swimmingly...Until, I fell back asleep. :/
I caught another sinus infection--Not really sure what my deal is, or why I keep getting these. I think my physical health is a reflection of my emotional health. In recent ventures, it is quite apparent that I am allowing myself to be used. Last week I visited a Shaman. Durek (the shaman) brought to my attention that I have a continious flow of positive energy coming out of me. People that are negative naturally gravitate towards me to "steal" this positivity. Rather than using the good energy for something productive. People just feed off of it and there is essentailly no use. Its like giving matter to a black hole.
Anyway, I feel like there has been alot of this in my life as of recently. I am really quite tired of letting people suckle off of me. Its just not working. I know that I will feel a ton better when I put an end to all this redic behaviour. So, rather than talking about putting an end to it...I just will put an end to it.
I had this crazy experience last night. Like part of me died. Kate as I knew her passed away. I embodied something much bigger, more aware and knowingly connected. I surrendered myself to what is. Rather than fighting against it...I decided to just be.
I lost my mind. Diving head first into the deep end. Couldn't be happier! :D
I woke up today at 7:30am. This is quite a feat for me. Though, laid back in bed to do some affirmations. It worked out swimmingly...Until, I fell back asleep. :/
I caught another sinus infection--Not really sure what my deal is, or why I keep getting these. I think my physical health is a reflection of my emotional health. In recent ventures, it is quite apparent that I am allowing myself to be used. Last week I visited a Shaman. Durek (the shaman) brought to my attention that I have a continious flow of positive energy coming out of me. People that are negative naturally gravitate towards me to "steal" this positivity. Rather than using the good energy for something productive. People just feed off of it and there is essentailly no use. Its like giving matter to a black hole.
Anyway, I feel like there has been alot of this in my life as of recently. I am really quite tired of letting people suckle off of me. Its just not working. I know that I will feel a ton better when I put an end to all this redic behaviour. So, rather than talking about putting an end to it...I just will put an end to it.
I had this crazy experience last night. Like part of me died. Kate as I knew her passed away. I embodied something much bigger, more aware and knowingly connected. I surrendered myself to what is. Rather than fighting against it...I decided to just be.
I lost my mind. Diving head first into the deep end. Couldn't be happier! :D
Monday, April 6, 2009
Back!
Fuck, dudes. What a long, strange trip its been. It feels like forever since I had a creative outlet. Thank god I remembered the password to this beast.
So much has happened...and nothing has happened. I am currently feeling a bit like death. So, I am going to get some sleep. Planning on checking in first thing tomorrow morning. Decided its about time to come up with some sort of productive routine. IE Wake up, yoga, blog, breakfast, etc, etc.
I'll talk to you in a few. <3
So much has happened...and nothing has happened. I am currently feeling a bit like death. So, I am going to get some sleep. Planning on checking in first thing tomorrow morning. Decided its about time to come up with some sort of productive routine. IE Wake up, yoga, blog, breakfast, etc, etc.
I'll talk to you in a few. <3
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